Better in Time

Midnight with great songs from Leona Lewis and Na Ying. Past and history fill my mind at the moment. I think I ain’t supposed to think about all this, but “Better in Time” by Leona reminds me of everything in the past and you as well…

Feel like crying, I don’t know why. Probably I just need someone by my side and listen to my stories…


It’s been the longest winter without you
I didn’t know where to turn to
See somehow I can’t forget you...
When things went wrong, I knew it. Well it was not that long that I think it should be. At that time I think I have no clue on where to turn to but I’ll have to fix it myself. I did. Indeed, I did it successfully. Reason being I can’t forget you is because, you’re the one who taught me a lesson, a great lesson in telling me how man ought to behave.


Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals to...
I never thought I couldn’t live without you. In fact, I do not live for anyone but myself. I was just, sad. Now the wound has healed. Do I feel anymore pain? No I don’t but I feel grateful because I learned a lot from you. People learn from lessons, don’t they?


It wasn’t all that easy to just put aside your feeling...
This is true, because in fact, I am a very sentimental person. I laugh, cry and shout all the time.


And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I’ll be fine without you (Yes I will…)...
Yeah… I live my life on ways it should be, though it is miserable because of endless assignments sometimes, but I’m happy with my current life. My current life without you because I have everything I need now… I have everything I want.


Where are you now? Silly question I know. I have no idea where you are and how far we are away from each other but I can tell you that, you are pretty far away from my heart.
It’s all over, in fact, it has been over for such a long time….

For me, you are merely a good tutor. You are the past that should be forgotten. Memories of you will fade away… The day will come, very soon… Everything gets better in time.